Son, you turned 1 today. I'm still in disbelief that a whole year has already gone by. It seems like it was not too long ago that I first heard your heart beat when you were 15 weeks old...then at the same time found out that you were a boy all in one day!
I still feel overwhelmed.
I didn't know that my heart was capable of loving this much until you came...God gave me a completely different perspective, a totally different understanding of how unfathomable His love is...through you.
I feel so unworthy of having you and being your dad.
To be honest...I was extremely insecure and fearful of becoming a father to a son. You see I'm not a "Man's Man" or a "Guy's Guy"...
...I'm kind of athletic but not an athlete...
...I like sports but not a sports fanatic...
...I like souped up, tricked out cars but wouldn't know a lug nut from a wing nut...
...I have a huge appreciation for nature but would call staying at a motel 6 "roughing it"...
...I can't just "fix things" around the house...
So what kind of a dad can I be to you? What example will I be able to impart to you as a man?
God spoke to my heart and you know what He said? He said to be the BEST me I can possibly be. He told me that I am the best dad for you son...well, aside from Him of course.
So, a year has passed and I've seen you accomplish many things.
You are now walking (almost running), babbling and talking (saying mama, dada, mummum, duck instead of yuck, hi), eating "people" food, clapping, dancing, singing, blowing when we say "waffle", and many more.
You still like music, hearing instruments play, playing with guitars, piano and your drums, to laugh, playing "where's Troyer?", playing "I'm gonna get you", wrestling with dada, cuddling with mummum, being outside, are sweet and so much more.
Son, please know that I'm not perfect and I can guarantee that I will make a LOT of mistakes along the way. But I promise you that I will do my best to own up to my mistakes and say "sorry"...I will never be too big or too old not to be able to apologize.
I promise to always pray for you.
Like it or not I will ALWAYS be your dad and you will ALWAYS be my son.
I'll try to answer your questions...if I don't know the answer we'll find it out together.
You are amazingly smart, funny, sweet, playful, kind, tenderhearted, inquisitive, curious, adventurous, loving boy.
I'm proud of you and I'm honored to be your dad. You are a blessing from God!
Above all else...please know that I love you. I love you...I. LOVE. YOU...I will say I LOVE YOU to you always and often.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TROYER KEANE
Daniel 1:3-4 (paraphrased)
...You are from royal and noble lines. You have no blemish, well-favored, and skillful in all wisdom, and endued with knowledge and understanding, and has the ability to stand in the king's palace...
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